Sunday, February 26, 2012

Internship



One of my main purposes for starting this blog was to keep those who were interested up to date on the things I am involved in during my internship.  So I would like to take this opportunity to go in more depth on the things that I have been doing here as I enter into the last week of my second month.

I guess I can say my internship is broken into a few different components.  I have my individual case load, groups that I lead, co-lead, or observe, and the admin/prep/time to process the clinical choices that I make.  I really want to stress that there is a difference between music therapy and music being therapeutic.  One of the art therapy trainees here made a great point…if you take music out of our title all that is left is therapy.  We are therapist.  Trained, credential holding (or on the journey to), professional, clinical therapist.  And sure, while majority of the things we do might seem recreational and fun, all of our choices have a clinical purpose, meaning, and intention based on our training. Okay, with that said let me tell you a bit more about what I do every day.

Individual Clients
-I am currently building my individual caseload here at CHLA.  All of the patients we see are referred by someone on their care team.  This includes doctors, nurses, child life specialist, or social workers.  There are numerous reasons why a patient might be referred to music therapy but majority of the time it is for additional support while coping with the hospital setting/diagnosis. I’ve experienced a wide range of diagnosis including cancer, hemodialysis, spinal injury, traumatic brain injury, coma, Rhetts Syndrome, developmentally delayed, Bone Marrow Transplant and pre/post surgery to name a few.  Age range for patients I follow are between 1month – 16 years old.

I usually go to the bedside, introduce my self and services and take it from there.  During the first session I usually assess for the appropriateness of music therapy and take it from there. 


Groups
-So far I am lead, co-lead, or observe 4 different groups, and I will be starting a 5th this week.

2 of the groups are called Expressive Arts Group and they are co-lead between music and art therapy.  We plan different directives to do every week with the patients on different units, but majority of the time things don’t go as plan.  Which is pretty much they story of every music therapists life.  A lot of the time the children get super excited about the 10 million instruments that have been laid before them or the fact that they can choose between 5 thousand different markers and colored pieces of paper. (We like to provide options.)  

Let’s just say by the time they are done trying to test out each and every instrument (played as hard as possible), marker, and paper, they are ready to move on to something else.  It is a small victory when we find a directive that really works well for the group.  I’m having a good time with these groups to say the least.  We had a very successful group last week where we made our own  Native American Symbols that represented us, what our Native American name would be and then had a Native American drum circle.  Mine was cooking wolf…



-Another group that I lead is Physical Therapy/Music Therapy group.  These kids are on the rehabilitation unit and are recovering from different traumas including traumatic brain injury, spinal cord injuries, and falling accidents.  They are mainly working on their fine and gross motor skills in this group, and the purpose of music therapy is to provide a different type of motivation for the kids as well as make it more interactive.  I take request for songs and try to engage the patients during the group as a way to promote communication and socialization while they are doing these strenuous exercises.  It is AMAZING to see how these kids improve week to week, very inspiring.

* I get a lot of Michael Jackson request and rap songs……….I am a terrible rapper and the kids just kind of stare at me as I make a fool of myself fumbling through guitar chords and lyrics to these hardcore rap songs while trying to bleep out all the not so child friendly words.

I just got this request on Friday....


Apparently errything I do I do it big...



I co-lead a Rhetts Syndrome group on Saturday once a month with another music therapy intern.
  *A bit of background on Rhetts…it is a disorder that affect the way the brain develop.  This degenerative disorder is almost exclusively found in girls because the defect is found on the X chromosome.  Because boys only have 1, whereas girls have 2, majority die at birth.  Mainly people with this disorder are non verbal and may have loss of purposeful movements with fine and gross motor functions, seizures, and difficulty breathing and/or eating.

This group has been a big learning experience for me.  I think it’s a bit natural to want to walk on eggshells around people with disabilities or feel unsure of the “appropriate” way to act.  In my opinion being your authentic self works 100% of the time or your money back!  I have had a fabulous time  and I think it says a lot that some of these families come from pretty far to participate in this group once a month.  This group really gives the girls a voice and an opportunity to make choices and hopefully feel empowered.    


So that is a little taste of some of the things I do from day to day at the hospital.  Thanks for reading :)   

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Happy Valentines Day


Sonnet XVII

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,

or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.

I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, 
between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms

but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;

thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,

risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.

I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

Than this: where I does not exist, nor you,

so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,

so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.


-- Pablo Neruda

SuperBowl Sunday!

I attended the most amazing super bowl party I have ever been to in my life.  I’m about 99.8% sure it was the best super bowl party in the world.   The amenities were as follows:
*Seafood (shrimp, crab legs and claws, and oysters) and Meat Tables
*Dessert Table
* 90 degree swimming pool w/ Jacuzzi
*Open Bar
*Ping Pong Tournament complete with engraved trophies.
*Awesome people and friends.




Although the outcome of the game was not favorable I’m gonna go ahead and say this party well made up for it.  Sorry I didn’t take more pictures (and they are all of the food)…but I had to keep picking my mouth up off the floor J.

BERKLEE AUDITIONS TEAM IN L.A.


I had the pleasure of meeting up with my old boss and the Berklee team while they were here for L.A. auditions.  We had dinner at the Velvet Margarita.  The restaurant was fun, but of course the highlight was reconnecting with my former boss and catching up on the lowdown in Boston.  I miss all of you dearly and I hope to see you again soon!!!!   Oh and I met Dirty Loops.



For those who don’t know who Dirty Loops are….


California Living


I guess it’s not California without the beach.  Thus far I have had the pleasure of visiting Santa Monica and Venice Beach.  Both are AWESOME!!!! 

 It’s definitely times like these where I can really see the appeal of CaliforNIA living.  

PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION RANT

Alright, I have been riding the bus in L.A. for about a month now.  Contrary to popular belief it’s not that bad.  Sure it can’t take you EVERYWHERE you could go in a car, and it may not be the most convenient way of transportation.  BUT THE BUS IS NOT THAT BAD!  I’m going to go ahead and assume that the people who were telling me I would not be able to survive in L.A. relying on public transportation have never actually ridden public transportation.  So for all you disbelievers out there… yes, you can get where you need to go without a car in Los Angeles.  #beliedat!

What have I been listening to on my way to work you might ask?


RE-DO!!!


Hello Everyone,

I think it’s safe to say my track record on this thing has been terrible to say the least.  Getting settled into LA and internship proved to be more of a challenge then I thought.  So I will take this time to backtrack on some of my adventures thus far, and keep it more updated from here on out.  I’ll make different postings based on topics.  Read them at your leisure.  Deal?
So let’s start with Week #1.
-Came out to L.A. with my mom and aunt.
-Stressed an extreme amount about finding an apartment.
-Found an amazing apartment, and started internship.

*This would be a great time to express my deepest love and gratitude to ALL the amazing women in my life who have supported my dreams in more ways than one.  This includes my mother, aunt, grandmothers, and sister (who is not a girl but not yet a woman.)  Sometimes inspiration lies no further then the people you are surrounded by and I think it’s safe to say that the inspiration runs deep in my family. *

-Alex